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Befriending Your Shadow

Guest Author: 
Rev. Denise McGuiness

What lurks in the shadow?  Why are we so afraid of it?  We are taught by our culture to fear the darkness and to avoid mining it for what it might hold. If we are to truly be whole, we need to discover both parts of ourselves and our world: light and darkness.

What gifts does the shadow have for us to discover?  What can we uncover if we are willing to spend some time walking in the darkness, knowing that God is always with us in the dark night of the soul? 

The shadow is not always something to be feared but may only be that part that was denied by us or judged to be bad.  For example, many people worry about questioning God, especially if this God has been portrayed as the judging, all powerful God waiting to punish any wrongdoing.  Rather than admit to their doubts, people might cling to a judgmental view of others who don’t follow the doctrine that was taught to them as a child.  Instead of seeing this as a good way to develop in faith, questions are seen as heresy or a lack of faith.  If we don’t accept our shadow side, we are likely to project judgment on those who exhibit the very thing we are trying to deny in ourselves.

While many of us fear what is in the dark, there is also a blessing that lies in wait for us there. In the shadow are the condemned parts of us--the parts society or our family tell us are wrong (e.g., anger, tears, sexual orientation).